I found out on Thursday that I got the 3rd shift position I bid on!! Third shift is much less demanding & stressful, not to mention that my weekend schedule now coincides with MIL's. Yay!
But the bigger news is, I checked the mailbox before I went to work yesterday afternoon & there was a letter from the nursing school I applied to - & I passed my placement test!!!!
That was the biggest sigh of relief that I've had in a while. I'm so glad that I don't have to go through it again. Now I can move on to the next phase of the admissions process, which is submitting transcripts & references & having an interview with the program director.
My interview is scheduled for March 17th.
And although my mood will likely change, I'm not stressed about the interview process
By this point you may be wondering why I was on cloud 9 & what 4 words ruined everything.
I was at work last night all in my good mood & such, & one of the nurses that I love brought me an envelope from the office. She told me she didn't know what it was for, just that they asked her to bring it to me. I told her it was my paperwork for my schedule change to 3rd shift.
She said she was really sad to see me go (she works on the horrible weekend with me), & had lots of questions about why I was going. I explained the nursing school schedule was the biggest factor - Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday from 2-9:30. She asked about my days off for third shift - every other Monday & Wednesday & every other weekend (the same as now, just on a different shift).
And then she said them - the four words that ruined everything.
"When will you sleep?"
My immediate reaction was, "It's only for a year & a half. I'll be fine."
But those words were like a ticking time bomb in my brain, which is why I woke up at 7:00 this morning, sick to my stomach...after having gone to bed at 3:00 AM.
When will I sleep?
After I graduate.