It's about to get real up in here.
I am not in shape. Well, that's really an understatement. I am overweight is more like it.
For the longest time I've ignored that fact, especially because I'm with a man who loves me the way I am.
That's all well & good, except I'm totally not healthy & neither is he.
It's time to make a change.
The other thing you need to know is that I have little to no will power or ambition when it comes to exercising.
If it's too hot/too cold/Sunday through Saturday, I will not exercise outside.
In fact, the only way I will exercise is in front of the TV where I normally enjoy sitting & making my fat ass fatter. How sad is that? I'm sort of ashamed of myself...sort of.
And so, I bought myself a treadmill. It's should be here sometime this week or early next week, & my journey to work out everyday will begin.
Honestly, I'm excited to get started! This is going to sound so stupid given what I just told you about myself, but I've wanted to get into running for a long time. I know a few people who run habitually, & in addition to being ass kickers, they always have more energy & feel so much better than I do. I'm jealous.
It's going to be a long, slow process to start - just walking everyday in the beginning. But I do plan to get there.
I'm telling you this because I need you to help hold me accountable. Ask me if I've worked out. If I say no, tell me to get my lazy ass off the internet & onto that treadmill I just paid good money for.
Trust me, you are not going to hurt my feelings. I need this. I know myself.
This is going to be a long, hard journey, but it's definitely one I'm ready to take.